In the coffee shop...

I am sitting in the local coffee shop with my daughter.  She really likes lattes and mochas and I never let her have them....but since this is our vacation...I decided to let her go a little "wild."  This coffee shop   holds a special place for me.  Its the first place I did stand up....it is the first true business I've invested in.  I feel good here....everyone seems to know me and I don't feel out of place or like a stranger.

It is my vacation and even though we have like 10 days off, I don't know if I will return to work refreshed.  I'm so stressed out about the way the school is reorganizing and I'm still in fear for my job.  Its a long story that I won't get into but not knowing if you'll have a job next year is stressful.  I need to find some way to make my mantra: "Just do what you love and the chips will fall..."   If you truly know me...you know this goes against EVERY ounce of my nature.

I think I have found a new topic in my stand up.  I'm thinking of going over different rules for speaking with fat girls that are your friends.  AND talking about different things that happen when you're overweight that we learn to shrug off (Like when my plumber yesterday thought I said my email was redsoxfatgirl instead of redsoxBatgirl)  

I need more concentration to come up with a blog post that people will want to read....so I'll be back later!!